ZILA NYER!

it’s been a while since i last open my friendster. with my pc in opis wat hal, and my vacations in indonesia with my hubby, finally back to work with lots of loads waiting. haha, that’s always me, like to wait last minute.

anyway, my hubby came back last night from his final project overseas. only 1 wk left to go, he’ll be in Milan to wrap up his projects. Can’t believe when he finally told me that he’s done and will be back and stay with me together again. My reaction? I was paused for a while, and I asked, is it already a year you’re away? haha, my answer really pissed him off. many times this week he teased me that I never call him only when I’m lonely.. haha, really, I thought I did my job perfectly :D.

anyway, I haven’t break a news yet that in 6 months, it’s goin to be my turn to be away from him for a year. well, for now don’t spoil our moods yet. Humm.. I guess that’s life that we chose to have. I mean we can always choose differently, but for now, I think we’re still young to work to reach our target. then, we will settle happily ever after, heh..

But anyway, to my big baby, Welcome home! Our house masih blom bole move in lagi. I just hope to get the key really soon. It’ll be exciting for both of us.

oh yes, anyway airasia is sucks, heh, sorry fella yg keje sana. can’t believe how many many times la flight delay each time we take airasia. just like yesterday, he supposed to arrived at 6.30pm, and guess what, flight delay till 2.30 am. what a waste of time. ended up we’re really tired this morning and he still need to be at work today. and here I am having a diarrhea (ok, it’s not airasia fault I have diarrhea), and I need to be in this boring training.. haaa.. 20 min to go, I can bear I can stand, tomorrow again all day meeting, which I haven’t prepare anything to present. humm.. these few weeks, schedule is so full with a lot of agenda. That’s why I’m bit surprise when my hubby said he’s back, cos I just wish i could give him a full attn from me that he deserves..

Haven’t had any time to sit in front my pc for ages. From raya, I took my 2 wks break to go to China, had a lot of fun, shopping and visitting, from forbidden city to great wall and etc. then went back to Malaysia for 2 weeks to finish up classes, then again came back to China to accompany my baby for another 2 wks. the second visit less adventure cause we had cover most of the places, just came for shopping and rest in Sheraton, Tianjin.

Since back from China, more2 and more works waiting, and these past few days, not feeling well. My baby had since travel to Italy, France and Brazil. Hasn’t been able to communicate with him that much due to time difference and I’m not in the mood to talk to anyone when I’m sick. so last thing I know he has arrived in Brazil safely, and he hated the hotel he stay now. well, don’t worry, in 3 wks you will be back to Malaysia. I know how much you hated the flight, guess it will be 24hrs flight, farther then Tucson to here. humm..

It’s ok, half of your journey is over, so another half hopefully will be in Asian region. Just be strong, when you’re back this christmas, you can see that our house is almost ready, yeay. I can’t wait to get our normal life back, but we always has to pay sth to get sth. so here we goes, for our FUTURE HOUSE, cheers!

I barely can wait for my hubby to come home, but before then I have to finish my lots and lotss of work. Right, no pain no gain. So, my pain in the ass is to finish all my work before I can get my hubby.. haha..
work is queuing on my table, but I barely finish any since my pc in office broke down and all my work is INSIDE the  %&^%% pc, so now I’m taking my laptop to office, but I barely have time to install all the necessary things/program I need in my laptop. (this is obviously not new laptop, but I purchase this right after I graduate, disposing/selling my old laptop that is full with useful programs. Now how do I find my time to look after my old cd’s and install them?!). sigh!
Teaching 2 classes of math obviously not something easy to do. With lab to runs, solutions to make, grading and everything, I wonder how I did it before, taking classeS and doing TA at the same time? and how I still manage to go have fun? I guess my daily route from home to work here, is kind of burden. I just really can’t wait for my house to be ready very soon (sigh, no time to drop by to the site to see the progress of my 1st house).
My baby is coming home, and I have to push myself to finish everything by then, so that I can go for vacation with peaceful mind, and when return to work, all notes are ready for me to hit to classes.
Things to do before this weekend:
1. Prepare notes for adv. math for these 2 weeks
2. Grade lab reports to be return when I’m away
3. Prepare notes for Cal 3 for the whole chapters cover in class, and find free slots to MAKE UP 4 WEEKS of classes. (gees, this is very annoying, how come after 1 months of class, I finally received offer letter for doin’ part time outside? 4 weeks = 16 hours! with Ramadhan coming soon, night obviously not an option to make the make up class.)
4. Find flight ticket for my Raya vacation with hubby.
5. Write my journal and proposal for my phd. will I be able to write it soon?
6. My CFP test, treat from my friend, and books are still untouched.
7. Oh yes, silly work from my dept to find syllabus use in US universities, which I did some, but all inside my damn office PC! Redo it? mann, and the meeting is this Thursday, huhu.
8. And oh yes, check with my HR, make sure my salary is ON, cos they said they haven’t received letter from my Univ that I have graduated. what a diploma for if they still need a letter from senate to say that I have graduated, Hellooo!!
9. And oh annoying knocking in front of my door from strangers selling things/asking for donation, obviously not a right time. Can I call guard to stop them from knocking my door? May I?
10. And most of all, I think it just math that killing my brain. adv. eng math and engr math(cal 3), really make my brain exercise, and my tummy bloated with lack of exercise. I really need to go to gym.

Now I know, why I baby sometimes get really serious to stay at work place till midnight, cause he’s obviously manage time better than me and don’t like to postponed things..huhu..

oh yes,
11. Service my car, wash my car, and replace my crack window.
12. Pick up my old car nye gran to renew the insurans and road tax which expired next week! I think these 2 I wait for my baby to do it for me la, heheh..

It’s only been 9 days w/o my hubby. Life is boring w/o a person to share my daily boring story. humm.. I have finally get my swift on Monday. It was a great great car (Thank you babe). I enjoy my driving more than usual, pg2 da ready to drive to work, which I usually grumpily did, I mean I love my lancer, but I love my swift better, hehe. I can’t wait for my hubby to come home. My hubby been so busy, with the time difference, it makes so hard for us to be on phone. the only time we can talk is before he off to work which is during lunch time here. and when he came from work, it’s already past midnight here.
Life is soo boring w/o him. I’m counting my days backward, 48, 47, 46, … call to check on flight to Milan, but return ticket is fully booked until august.. same problem he has to face, his flight back to Malaysia still not confirmed yet coz it full till the 10th. humm, fortunately I didn’t get the ticket since he’ll be relocated to other town next week near tuscany maybe? I don’t know the map at all. Next he’ll be sent to Amsterdam. I guess I better follow him to Amst since sana so manyyy BADD influence lohh..
hmm.. Take good care of yourself ok baby while here I’m counting my days backward.

it’s been a while since I last wrote in this blog. couple of times da tulis but sbb silap tekan button, the message get lost. huh.. no luck I guess.
anyway, today quite jealouse with my friend, kak Dayang, sbb she finally done with her Ph.D Viva, so officially can call her Dr la.. This makes me start thinking bile nk smbg belaja blk ni.. But where do you I want to go? local U or overseas again?
Hmm.. talking about overseas, next tuesday my hubby will leave to Italy for 2 months.. Then other countries for another 10 months, I’m gonna miss him. only a week left before the departure, so these past 2 weeks was hectic. His surprise gift to me for our 3rd anniversary tommorrow da leak. I will get my big gift hopefully tomorrow, my small SWIFT, yeay!I LOVE U BABE!
anyway, yesterday also we sign the offer letter for our 1st dream house! hopefully the house will be ready soon maybe early next year. It’s such an exciting phase of our life, but very sad that I won’t have my beloved to share this long joy. But don’t worry I’ll see you in Italy next month on my brithday. so from now on, I have to save my days off so I can visit my big baby regularly.
To my Dearest, thank you for the joy we share. Without you, my heart is empty. Thank you for the most interesting 3 yrs that we share. We been up and we been down, but what matters most is that you always LOVED me. Sometimes I knew I tested you too much with my needy needs, my blunt comments and disagreement, but believe me after a while I know I’m being really unfair, and I am sorry that I NEVER says SORRY to you, but personally I pray for your forgiveness everyday for my mistakes to you. I will learn to be a better wife to you, but just GUIDE me and LOVE me. Believed it or not, 3 yrs is not a short time, but I neved had enough of you :). Take care and good luck with your new adventure life, but always look at you "ring"finger to remember your STATUS and your LOVED one. Of course la me!

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Took from my cousin blog that dedicated to my dearest father whom there is no such words to describe his greatness.

My father who not only changed my life, my family life, but also soo many other lives. A person who deeply loved by his family, relatives, friends, employees whom he treated as his dear friends, took care the welfare of his workers like they are all relatives, and anyone who ever knew/met him.

You Will Always Be Remembered

He has rested in his final home.
My uncle passed on last week, 16 March 2008, after spending many weeks in the hospital.
He was only 57. He left his wife, 4 children and 3 grandchildren.
He
left them with a lot of good memories, enough wealth to last them
through and, most of all, he left them a legacy only his family knows.
When I heard the news that he had left all of us,
I
was sad but glad. He had gone through a lot of pain and the sight of
him on the hospital bed was just unbearable. People came to visit him
and they said they felt the pain. He must have felt even more. So, I
was glad God finally took him away from us, away from the pain. He was
cleansed and we were warned. All during the days he spent in the
hospital.
Yesterday, I went to the visit his resting place.
I was humbled by the experience.
It’s the place we will all go to, one day.
A place where there is no room for others but ourselves,
no place for family, friends and loved ones,
no place for all things earthly.
What we will bring with us is our spirit,
whether whole or tainted.
A choice we are free to choose.

-Norimah Kamari-

when I read utusan lately, ramai sgt forum discuccing about Adi Putra case. For me, there is nothing wrong if gov invest skit duit dlm "special education" for bright students, somehow ade lak org jeles sbb diorg kene queue utk enter college. Kalu negara kite nk produce bright scholars, expert, genius, this is one of the investment to succeed dlm producing great scholars. Dah la surrounding in Malaysia itself x promote education other then up to SPM,ni specel case pun diorg nk berkira. Humm.. can u imagine how bored you yg da qualify up to University level masuk blk darjah 1 belaja menulis n mewarna? I’m sure I’ll kill myself before masuk darjah 1 blk.. hehe..

the reason I’m writing here, not to defense that kid, but to offense our "system," if you know what I mean. When I read a lot of students owe PTPTN, I know the responsibility to pay back our debt, but the problem - skrg ni pekerja lepasa SPM pun can make money as much as bachelor degree student, so, ni mempersoalkan blk some ape gune ade degree baik keje terus after spm (quote dr forum utusan gak), pastuh tade hutang PTPTN lak tuh.

I don’t mind about berhutang utk study, but the question is: bende alah ni mcm mem-promote org supaya x sambung study. Xyah ckp pasal degree je, sapa la nk smbg master or phd sbb nasib pun sama, gaji naik sikit, utang belajo lg byk. On the other way di India/China/Indon (I hate when I read some mesians ckp how poor those countries, kalu setakat tgk kat tv je tayah la citerkan), education byk membantu kehidupan diorg. with master or phd and keje kat swasta, kat India tuh we can earn RM200,000 sethn, kat malaysia nak jd engineer dpt Rm50k sethn pun da kombang lobang idung. Tgk sendiri la, ape2 company yg besa2 tuh asalnye dr mana? and how do company camtuh leh start n mengembang in 10-20 yrs je? everything come back to education. Modal? x gak, I even read this one company, lupa company ape laa, the president start buka company dgn menggadaikan brg kemas isteri die n cagar rumah die, at the end today after just 20yrs in bisnes, die da own byk mines all around the world. (nama company die ade perkataan ….metal, billion dollarsnye bisnes la)

I am not being UNpatriotic, maybe I’m just being sarcastic, or maybe I’m being too emotional, or maybe I just afraid nk blk mesia (I think this is the most probable cause for my break down :D). it just irritates me reading some of materials written in utusan and mesra.net. Pasal proton n arga kereta. Why people use proton just sbb we  have no choice. Sapa la suke wat loan keta lama2 ni? org malaysia je wat camtuh. Ada sampai 9 thn, cam loan rumah la pulakkan? da lah nak bayar kereta th da cost kite 1/4 of our salary. kalu jual kereta proton kat negara luar boleh lak murahkan? it’s annoying sbb kite tade power utk mengubah bende2 ni, there is no alternative provide to us.

bkn nk compare with US (I know this is much bigger n richer country for me to compare to), tp at least compare with korea, arga keta kat sana $5,000 je utk keta buatan korea, gaji pun tinggi, tp x leh compare la sbb cost of living kt seoul tuh, kite pun x leh nak own rumah, apt die pun da cost a million. Tp the rest cost of living die, mkn die ok je kot sbb ari tuh pi mkn otel pun dlm $5. Shopping mahal skit la kalu convert duit mesia. Tp what I prefer is the alternatives/choice we have.

I guess I’m being soo paranoid.. huhu.. I’m gonna miss driving import cars. mitsu airtrek and Audi. Pas ni blk mesia beli kancil je la, nak drive keta best kene pinjam ayah, abg, adik n my sisnye.. huhu.. sadisnyee

Huh, da nak dkt 5 ari x kuar rumah, just bought desperate housewives dvd season 1-3, and I’m doing my marathon utk abiskan dvd nih, but still lom abis season 2. my grey’s anatomy dvd pun lom sempat tgk. bila penat tgk tv, play my wii and masak. that’s all i have done for this week. Today i finally decided to put aside DH and games for little shopping! just blew my $250 buying my facial set at clinique, shirts from NYC, and VS. But overall I’m happy cos semua tgh sale (well, that’s me always wait for big sales).
Seronoknye lerr idup cam ni, now I can’t imagine nak blk ke sekolah or to work da dok lepak camnih lama2.. humm..

I just got back from Flagstaff main snow.. mula2 plan nak ski die snowbowl, unfortunately things happen, my car buat hal, gear x leh nak shift, cam stuck kat park aje. So, instead kene la bawa keta pi mekanik, huhu, kopak la 100++. Tuh pun die x baiki sbb tade part mitsubishi, kalu nak order takes couple of days, so x leh la nak baiki kang stuck kat flagstaff lak. But selamat la nothing major, just some small problem, so keta tuh da leh la jln as usual. huhu. so, instead of main ski, we went and bought slide, so slide kat tepi bukit bukau laa. masa main2 tuh, I saw macam ais jernih, wonder la ape, selamat la tanya hubby and kitorg just realize kitorg slide dekat small lake, isk, wat pecahnye ais tuh, naya aje la. So kelam kabut lo kitorg lari dr situ.. puhh..
esoknye nak blk tucson tuh smpat lagi cari spot nak main slide. Kali ni sure bkn ade tepi tasik, ni kat bukit umah org, hehe.. oh, lupa ckp, I brought twinkie n yoshie sekali ke flagstaff. Takut betul diorg jln atas salji sbb asyik tenggelam, and yoshie is the worst, die x suke dok dlm otel tul on 1st day die dok sorok aje dlm litterbox die. but mlm tuh die da ok, da tido ngan mommy die. dlm keta pun act as a needy baby, die nak tido atas pangku sambil kene pupuk kalu x die mengiau2.. isk, what a spoil cat :D, but twinkie as usual is "Dora the Explorer."
mlm kat flagstaff, I ate at Denny’s (walking distance je from the hotel), but it’s freaking cold.. and kat luar denny’s tuh nmpk the most beautiful cat laa, sgt jinak die follow kitorg half way ke hotel, kalu bkn sejuk mmg da kitorg tangkap die n kidnap bawa blk tucson, hehe.. tp hubby sejuk sgt sbb die lupa pakai hat die.
humm, hari ni hubby g bawa blk lg sekor kucing kuning lak, Mimi, 9 weeks old. Humm, da tade keje ke wat collection kucing kitorg ni. Twinkie n Yoshie is really disappointed and merajuk n marah.. Humm, but Mimi is really independent cat, 1 umah da die jelajah, tandas pun die da tau kat mana. Twinki n yoshie marah pun die wat tatau leh guling2, n follow me sit on the couch. Oh yes, we just bought wii a day before g flagstaff, and itu je la yg kitorg wat 1 ari ni. mlm ni nak kuar cari games lagi.. (wii would like to play)