ZILA NYER!

It’s only been 9 days w/o my hubby. Life is boring w/o a person to share my daily boring story. humm.. I have finally get my swift on Monday. It was a great great car (Thank you babe). I enjoy my driving more than usual, pg2 da ready to drive to work, which I usually grumpily did, I mean I love my lancer, but I love my swift better, hehe. I can’t wait for my hubby to come home. My hubby been so busy, with the time difference, it makes so hard for us to be on phone. the only time we can talk is before he off to work which is during lunch time here. and when he came from work, it’s already past midnight here.
Life is soo boring w/o him. I’m counting my days backward, 48, 47, 46, … call to check on flight to Milan, but return ticket is fully booked until august.. same problem he has to face, his flight back to Malaysia still not confirmed yet coz it full till the 10th. humm, fortunately I didn’t get the ticket since he’ll be relocated to other town next week near tuscany maybe? I don’t know the map at all. Next he’ll be sent to Amsterdam. I guess I better follow him to Amst since sana so manyyy BADD influence lohh..
hmm.. Take good care of yourself ok baby while here I’m counting my days backward.

it’s been a while since I last wrote in this blog. couple of times da tulis but sbb silap tekan button, the message get lost. huh.. no luck I guess.
anyway, today quite jealouse with my friend, kak Dayang, sbb she finally done with her Ph.D Viva, so officially can call her Dr la.. This makes me start thinking bile nk smbg belaja blk ni.. But where do you I want to go? local U or overseas again?
Hmm.. talking about overseas, next tuesday my hubby will leave to Italy for 2 months.. Then other countries for another 10 months, I’m gonna miss him. only a week left before the departure, so these past 2 weeks was hectic. His surprise gift to me for our 3rd anniversary tommorrow da leak. I will get my big gift hopefully tomorrow, my small SWIFT, yeay!I LOVE U BABE!
anyway, yesterday also we sign the offer letter for our 1st dream house! hopefully the house will be ready soon maybe early next year. It’s such an exciting phase of our life, but very sad that I won’t have my beloved to share this long joy. But don’t worry I’ll see you in Italy next month on my brithday. so from now on, I have to save my days off so I can visit my big baby regularly.
To my Dearest, thank you for the joy we share. Without you, my heart is empty. Thank you for the most interesting 3 yrs that we share. We been up and we been down, but what matters most is that you always LOVED me. Sometimes I knew I tested you too much with my needy needs, my blunt comments and disagreement, but believe me after a while I know I’m being really unfair, and I am sorry that I NEVER says SORRY to you, but personally I pray for your forgiveness everyday for my mistakes to you. I will learn to be a better wife to you, but just GUIDE me and LOVE me. Believed it or not, 3 yrs is not a short time, but I neved had enough of you :). Take care and good luck with your new adventure life, but always look at you "ring"finger to remember your STATUS and your LOVED one. Of course la me!